September 09, 2005, 3:29 p.m.
First day of symphony today. Sonia sits right next to me. Even though she plays violin and I play viola. Thats kind of cool. Even though I am last chair in the viola section. FUCK.
Anyway....why the fuck isnt anyone ever interested in me? Why the hell am I so unlikeable? Seriously, I've never had a boyfriend and no one's even liked me the least little bit.
Fuck them all.