GOD. I am currently in a hopeless, shitty, cynical mood.

I can't snap out of it. I'm having a pity party for myself and I don't care. I'm so bored. And irritated and frustrated and who the hell knows what else. I don't have a clue what I want to do right now but I don't want to sit and do nothing. So what do I do?

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Goddammit.