aaahhhhhh I keep making a fool of myself....even online...I say stupid things that make me sound like an attention seeking dumbass. Whyyyyyyy? I must have no social skills. It's worse than I thought.

Dammnnn.

I think maybe tomorrow it will be different...I think I am making too big a deal of this but I am sort of embarrassed...oops...

Shut up, shut up now. Don't say anything.

When I don't say anything at all, I appear smart.

Cough.

Whatever. I'm making a big fool of myself right now even. DAMN.