Today has sucked. I totally just fucking broke a real fossilized seashell that my grandpa gave me before he died. What makes it even worse was that I was trying to break it....except I didn't think it actually would, and I didn't want it to.

And I feel like barfing. I've felt like barfing every night for the past week. And then my sister steals all my babysitting jobs. M and E were my babysitting charges. MINE. G used to be mine too but Erica stole her too.

And I'm hella tired. And Laine is making me all depressed and pissed off about my viola playing in quartet. If there's one thing I can't really handle criticism about it's my viola playing. And I know I kind of suck. I don't need her to tell me I suck.